My apologies and closure...

My apologies for those that had to read and see a side of me that i usually don't make public...

I had a gig this weekend and just to make the gig was an act of congress. Matt got sick on me so i asked Roland S. of Chicas De Canela, to fill in on the drums duties. He said "fuck yeah, lets do it".

So that was that and just as im leaving its starts to rain and then my mother at the last minute wants to go see my dad at his house. Well by then Im just freaking out, I should be on the highway to San Marcos 30mins ago and here I am driving Ms Daisy...lol

So I'm on the road and I start making calls to make sure everyone made it and im flying in the hard rain to the gig. As soon as i get there... Starting unloading from my van to the stage... So I had no time to catch my breathe, just straight in setup and perform...

The band's performance wasn't very good due to lack rehearsals from my mates canceling rehearsals and that an issue that i will fix before the new year... You better fucking believe that... but anyways...

So here I am back home and exhausted and I receive a message via-here from Patti (Jack's girlfriend) on how Jack's feelings were hurt because I didn't ask him to perform and you know, trying to place a guilt trip and exaggerating on me being distant...

I'm going to take you back about three weeks ago from today. Jack, Jason Z.(on bass) and myself did a jam out session with Jack... Jack was a total trooper and played his ass off and took it to the furthest that he could, but you can see the pain. So I had to step back and not over do it and Patti and I would monitor Jack. We all had a blast and it felt great to play with Jack again. When it was over I hugged him and said you let me know when you wanna get together again. I have a few gigs coming up, but its on you and of course on how you are feeling. That's why Jack left his cymbals and I will return them to him.

Back to my response to Patti's (Jack's girlfriend) Myspace message of two days ago...

I was very cordial in my response back and ask for respect and consideration on my daily duties. I had a very busy week and personal issues to take care of and yes, it has taken a toll on me and has exhausted most of my time and efforts these past two weeks.

Well... History always has the tendencies of repeating its self and people will never change their ways...

FIRST OFF!!!
Had I ask Jack to perform that night... I know he'd probably would... Jack has that fearless Indian warrior in him when it comes to performing music. He'd probably take his tubes out of his body and say "lets rock the fuck out". I know Jack for seven years.

All I can say is... Jack needs to get better and he will kick the cancer's ass. I would never ask of him something that would land him in the hospital and probably even kill him.

So with that being said... If anyone has any questions on me, feel free to message me here... I know Patti is going to blog on how much of a-son-of-a-bitch I am and so forth... I'm used to it and have seen it with other people she ousted before. I think this is the tenth time we get into some shit and she starts the delete, delete, delete MySpace game. Which BTW, I find that to be so fucking hilarious. It feels like middle school again..lol

But anyways, Im soo tired of this back and forth bullshit with Patti and I am done with them and have placed my closer. My phone line and my time will always be up on a drop of a dime for Jack and the Trevino's family with much love and respect, always and forever.

Keep Jack in your prayers and that's one thing Patti can't take away from us.

Patti,
You do take care of Jack the best way that you can, and I commented and shown support on all of your blogs. But this redneck 6th grade attitude you have towards us and people, we just got tired of your bullshit. You are 45 years old and not sixteen, so its not cute anymore. You and I have nothing to talk about, so don't call or text me. You have already cause so much harm between Jack and I and I know your sole purpose is to make me and others look so bad. So whatever, I am done with you and you have yourself a nice life...